Today I was hurt for you when you said you missed your friends back home and you wanted to talk to them and you father refused any contacts with London and Mckinnely. YOU screamed at him and said a lot of mean words and then started to punch bags and threw things on the floor to express your anger towards your father.
I was hopeless watching go angry and I could only say few words before your father hung up the Skype call and before I had the change to calm you down and help you understand your pain. This is all a game for him but for a mother it is hard to watch my baby to be in pain and be totally helpless. I am hurt for you and I wished I could just make your wish come true and bring you and your sister back home where we are loved and wanted. The Three of us will carry the scar of your father's sick alienation game. I am sorry my love. I never thought bringing you two to this world would mean so much pain for you and your sister. I really thought I would be the luckiest mother on earth and give you all the love and care you deserve.
I will stay strong and I will see that the truth shine to this situation.
May God and his Angels protect you and your sister an other day.
Love your mama.